I was looking forward to getting a little relief...instead I got shut out.
Great...that means I have to see what's behind Door #2.........Surgery..........Lucky me!
I was bummed...I really could use some immediate relief...and it would be nice to feel some comfort once again.
Since that's not gonna happen soon enough...I had to suck it up and look at the big picture.
In the long run...it will be for the best...but the thought of having my 4th surgery within 2 months of #3 is freakin' me out a bit...especially since #3 was a nightmare recovery.
Dr. D. wants to go in...remove the masses and get me all cleaned up inside. She is truly limited in seeing what's going on with my innerds unless she is physically inside me...sounds preverted but that's where she does her magic. My greatest fear right now is that she'll open me up and sow me right back together again...so let's all pray for Dr. D. to dig deep and remove every seed of cancer she can find!
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